This morning as I lie in bed chastising myself for not getting up and doing yoga like I used to, I realized that I’m not that person anymore. It came as a shock. I’m not that person and that’s not my life now. With that, I suddenly saw all of the things I’ve been trying to hold myself to, things I used to do or thought I should do. They’re not all me anymore. I’ve changed. I’m not that person.
The energy this month is about seeing the past clearly. That was then. This is now.
With eyes wide open, I can begin to explore who I am now. What I want and what I need. Something I couldn’t do when I was trying to be who I was in the past. And just like that, there it is. A release I didn’t see coming.