I’ll be brief and to the point. Every time I get ahead of myself in the process, I get stressed. Period. As long as I stay in the moment, I’m okay. I guess we all know that. It’s just so vivid for me right now. I’m doing fine. Then maybe someone asks me about my plans. I start projecting into the future and all of a sudden I start having doubts. Breathe. Come back to the present. When I’m there, I can feel that I’m right where I’m supposed to be. I feel strong and know I’m okay. Project out…and things start unraveling.
Not to say I’m not laying a foundation for the future. I am. But trying to discern how everything’s going to turn out? Not so much.